Archive for December, 2007

Never had a dream come true

Wednesday, December 19th, 2007

My best friends should have known the dream which I can’t attain to. One regret I will carry on for the rest of my living life…

Attended my colleague singing competition right after a Christmas party just now. Being nervous, my colleague started worrying and blaming herself by not scheduling more time for practicing. As an audience and a supporter to her, I admire the courage she has, the confidence sparks that blinking around her. Don’t think I can stand alone on the stage and perform in front of the audience. So that I told her, you have gained yourself a champion to be a performer on the stage, and losing nothing but an experience which lead you to improvement. Bravo~ Sister Egg!! We are proud to have you with us in the team.

Life is never been an exciting one which am having now. The relief assignment is never as simple as chasing sales figures but needed to input tons of so called “sincerity” in people management! A very experience I have had in my working life with The World Local Bank. I rather give no complain but to continue my effort in sorting out… Challenge!! Though I feel depressed sometimes… I will conclude a happy ending on the dead of my assignment. Hehe…the time I will be freed from work and go for my core leaves.

Pitching myself very hard in a new skill! Guessed what?! Am learning new Jazz recently…a preparation and performance that will be go on stage! Woohoo~~ picture this: a funky me wearing short skirt, high heels, sexy top and do those sexy, seducing movements in front of my bosses and colleagues… in front of 200 person… will it be an amazing one?! Can we outperform the other teams? The coming day will be on 29 Dec! (Opps…only organization staff are invited. :p)

I was thinking hard to own a dream house…digging my piggy bank now to calculate how much I still owe. AND, looking for sponsorship now… Ding dong, anybody home? Praying very hard to get passed my Module 2 that will enable me to enroll new modules for 2008. Hoping to receive a big Ang Pau that will allow me to go

Japan

again.

Tokyo

~~ Sanrio World~~

“ Everybody’s got something they had to leave behind, the regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time. There’s no use looking back or wondering, how it could be now or might have been…”

考试恐惧症

Thursday, December 13th, 2007

怎么办?

还有剩下不到48小时,就是考试天了。都是发财猪nar~一直在那边诅咒我,说我再怎样读都不会passed的。:S Confidence level马上跌了一半。拿了五天的study leaves,还得回office做杂工。还要练舞,骨头都要散了,还被灵魂舞者,挑三检四的。不想考试啊~~救命~~

为了破发财猪的诅咒,也为了响应郭尚宫的号召,今天流汗王带我去吃“顺利苦瓜汤”,哈哈,吃了考试就应该会顺顺利利。YES,还被我眼尖瞄到一家“幸运面包屋”,买了很多面包,吃了应该有所帮助吧!考完试,第一件事就是要去拜拜,要买花去拜拜!

希望,希望我的考试装–“ 红”运当头,能助我一臂之力。加油!加油!加油!

The number 11

Monday, December 10th, 2007

Dsc01209 It could be something behind this number 11! An auspicious number indeed. Hehe…

真的希望每一天都能像今天–那么的有所期待!呵呵~因为流汗王答应我会给我一个surprise。会是什么呢?!

希望每一天的每一天都有你在身边–>>在我得空的时候给我消遣!

我虽然不是最好的!可是我想,我应该有让你值得骄傲的理由的吧~ 想一想,我真的还有很多才华跟潜质是你还没有发觉到的!要用心聆听,你就会发觉到我比一百万还要值钱了。

很喜欢这只叮当。因为那是我挨过一个创举所赢回来的。8婆,你应该想象不到吧…我尽然在你27岁的生日当天,得了个创举!在KLIA挨了一个晚上,没有棉被,没有睡床,没有冲凉,电话没电…一夜没睡,还要假淑女故作端庄地呆坐在KLIA等另一趟飞机。我想我的童军精神,真的是发挥得淋漓尽致!还以时速100公里的健跑记录跑了8个gate!Aini,我的stamina还如当年的英勇ner.

要谢谢你的鼓励和支持。因为一个叮当,因为今天,因为每一个11号,我都有满满的开心。流汗王,你是第二好的!(哈哈,因为第一好的是我!)

放不下的伤心

Saturday, December 1st, 2007

一直以来都在留意着你的blog updates,是因为关心你的动态也一直在担心…你还好吗?我想你过得并不好,因为你一直把自己跟难过绑在一起。已经是多少百年的事情了wor~为什么还是放不开?! 还在坚持些什?!变了质的感情,就犹如覆水难收。你的执著只有让你更伤痛,选择放弃,不是更好过吗?!

你我都有在爱情的战场上跌倒过,那种痛,需要时间来疗伤,需要朋友的安慰。而你,却一直孤立的漩涡中兜转着。过了那么久的今天,你还是不离不弃,让我很纳闷,他到底施了什么法把你迷失了自己?!不想看你难过的眼睛,但也对你的固执感到束手无策。原谅他吧~你会遇到一个更珍惜你的人。坚强果断的你,不能一而再,再而三的让他主导你的生活,不要再强求不是属于你的他了。心痛,是自己给自己的借口;逃避,是自己对自己的不负责!看清了,更应该看得更澈透…给自己一个没有他的空间,放自己自由吧~