My Millionaire Diary

Been busy with work and thing which I don’t even know whether it is worth to spend time on it recently.I don’t want to be a workaholic!! Although I keep reminding myself not become a slave to the company…but it seem that I still carried the excuses to work ineffectively. Hated myself then…

刚从training回来的那个星期四,我真的累得睁不开眼.只知道当时在KL的我,是在精神压力下苟且偷生的.睡不好,睡不够!很不好受~ 或许是被吓到了,听了太多不该听的"故事" 而产生"心里有鬼" 的意念. 在KL住酒店的我,每个晚上都在提心吊胆..是自己吓自己吧~ 结果累了整整四个晚上,至到回到家才可以安心睡觉. 好累好累~ 改次不想再去training了.

这次的KL trip真的是很无聊!但也可以说很清闲,因为不用做工,只要花心思去听trainer讲课,involve in discussion then present solutions就可以了.因为是Fasting Month,所以六点前就可以下课回家了.去吃了很多看起来好吃,但却表现平平的东西,真的令人失望.我想最失望的是Vincent吧,一直吵着吃好料,结果却不得其意.能怪谁呢?!是你把expecatation set得太高了.

因为这阵子太忙的关系,没有时间online也没有写blog.身边的朋友都揣测我在拍拖了.一有碰面,都追问我这个问题..很难启齿的问题咯.我可以选择不承认也不否认吗?再过些日子,等一切明朗化,我再向大家禀报.无论结果如何,我希望你们能支持和祝福我.

I find myself being stubborn in maintaining a relationship and being inflexible in my workplace.It’s such an ineffective kind of attitude that I would like to change it.I want to maximize my efforts in managing my time.I want to be a master of my time rather a slave of the company. I want to achieve the sets of dream I wish to be which I vowed in the begining of year 2006.阿小,还记得我们在Fraser Hill许下的诺言吗?!现在已经是October了,期限快到了..要加把劲才能迎头赶上.要坚持到底!! 加油,加油!!

老实说,心情忽高忽低的.也真的有点lost…没有direction!有没有高人能指点我一下?!我好心烦…很开心也很不开心.我是怎么了?! 不是每件事情凭心而论就有结果的.至少,在别人的认识,我是unreasonable的.我是吗?!每次你指责我unreasonable,我都哭了.哭,是因为委屈,是因为你的不了解.向你妥协不是因为认为我错了,而是珍惜彼此有的这份感情才会compromise.时间和距离是我们必须克服的.信任和沟通是我们要加强的.The probation period shall comes to the end if we couldn’t compromise to be together.你会希望醤的结果吗?!

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